Sunday 28 April 2019

Bukan Mudah

Saya disahkan Hamil 1 bulan 22hari pada 12/8/2017.
Bermulalah episode mak bunting.
First makanan yang saya idamkan adalah Sushi! Ni sebelum saya tahu yang saya tengah pregnant.haha
Rasa pelik saya nak sangat makan sushi. Balik keje pukul 8 Malam dah sanggup juga nak turun Quilmall Kl semata-mata untuk makan sushi.
Lepas dah tahu saya mengandung,baru saya tahu macam tu rupanya mengidam.😁
2nd things saya nak makan nasi kandar. Balik Dari kerja juga, pukul 8 malam sanggup turun chow kit road sebab nak nasi kandar yassem.haha
Then saya mengidam siakap stim limau, habis kerja je terus pergi sungai buloh ajak mak mertua sekali pergi makan kat depan penjara Sungai Buloh.
Lepas tu tak ingat apa lagi Yang Aku idamkan. Cuma paling saya ingat sampai bersalin tak dapat makan buah tembikai merah😫
Bukan tak boleh cari,takut makan sebab aku disahkan menghidap Diabetes Mellitus type 2. Sampailah sekarang ni.(28/04/19)

2 tahun lalu.
Due out my son sepatutnya in may 12th 2017. Atas masalah kesihatan saya kena  check in HKL untuk plan "diberanakan" on 27th Apr 2017. Pukul 8 dah induced untuk paksa bersalin...12pm,deritanya doc check,perit..masa tu memang terus takut nak pregnant lagi.
Selepas 6jam, 2pm check lagi, jalan baru buka 2cm, perut dah rasa contraction. Doctor dah pecahkan ketuban.😣
Masuk labour room,kesakitan  melampau,shingga Minta epidural, doc pakar delaykan injection, sampai 6pm Masih sama. 2cm babe,memang tak nak keluar lagi dia.
Heart beat baby kejap ada kejap xde. Risau...pukul 7 lebih doc minta husband sign untuk emergency Caesar. Emergency sangat la..tunggu juga sampai pukul 2am on 28th April tu,baru dapat masuk operation room.
Dalam opr room pulak..sejuk giler. Doc pakar epidural la yang disisi saya. Khas utk pantau saya. Masa tu ibarat kejap terlelap kejap tersedar juga. Opr berjalan selama 1jam lebih. Terasa sesuatu keluar dari perut,yang saya dengar asst doct kata dorg dah keluarkan baby. Lagi tak sedar kejap. Terjaga bila dgr suara baby. Alhamdulillah. Nampak doc tengah check baby. Doc bawak dekat dengan muka saya, doc kata pipi bam2. Comel. Mata sebelah je terbuka,seolah tengah melihat saya.
Maka Lahirlah Muhammad Aariz Hakimie Bin Muhammad Taufiq Hakimie pd 28th April 2017 pada hari Jumaat bersamaan 1 syaaban 1438H, pukul 3.18am dgn berat 3.28kg.
Dengan rasminya saya menjadi seorang ibu💓
Selepas semua selesai saya dipindahkan ke dalam wad. Akan tetapi saya terpaksa dipisahkan dengan anak saya atas sebab kadar gula masih belum stabil.huhu
Sehari setengah saya tak jumpa dia.
Hari esoknya baru dapat bagi susu,itupun susu yang aku perah sendiri then letak dalam syringe, belum sampai ke tempat dia saya dengar suara baby menangis, dalam hati terdetik itu mesti dia. Ya Allah,memang dia.
Masalah kedua pula, baby kena jaundice (penyakit kuning). Dia kena duduk bawah lampu. Setiap sejam aku datang bagi dia susu. Sehingga esok bacaan jaundice turun ke 138, doctor bagi balik dan Minta Kami check lagi kat klinik.
Macam- macam petus orang bagi. Tapi satu je saya yakin ubatnya, minum susu dan disamping tu aku bagi air zam zam. Sebab saya ingat pesan doctor,hati baby belum kuat untuk menapis makanan, susu ibulah paling selamat. Alhamdulillah..bacaan jaundice normal.
Sekarang Muhammad Aariz dah 2 tahun 1 hari. Alhamdulillah dia aktif juga sihat.
Muhammad Aariz dah mula dapat sebut bermacam perkataan.
Semoga anak momma menjadi manusia yang mulia & tinggi darjatnya.. aamiin aamiin aamiin
Momma sayang Aariz 💓 💓💓

Tuesday 17 October 2017

Geram...........................
Memang sakit hati..tapi mulut longkang mmg akan terus berbau busukkkkkkk.
Itulah lumrah manusia. Klu rasa kita atas dr mereka, mesti mereka akan mula mencari salah kita. Ada bagusnya klu tak kita x tahu apa salah dan kelemahan kita.
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH...
AKU RIMAS DENGAN ORG MACAM NI..SEBAB TU LA AKU STREEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...
B060#
7()> (.........................................
DISAPPOINTED..
DON`T TOUCH MY BUSINESS..IS NON OF YOUR BUSINESS TOO................................
AS LONG I STILL DO RIGHT SO nO NEED TO CARE...
 THAT IS YOU BAD MINDSET, YOU SUPPOSE TO DO SOME BRAINWASH. SO YOU WILL KNOW THAT YOU CARE ENOUGH OF YOUR SELF OR NOT.
IF YOU STILL LOCKED YOURSELF WITH HATE....YOU WILL NEVER EVER GET HAPPINESS AND FREEDOM....

Tactics

You take responsibility..
But you created one reason that i can let you come to you.

Tuesday 18 October 2016

Pregnancy

I am expecting...14 months..
This is my first pregnant. I'm very happy..I will be Mom... Every woman wish to become mother.. same like me.
   People say ok..I'm felt ok. but I am not ok actually...huhu
I did BSP test (Blood sugar pressure) in 3 time's.. the Results is very bad... Every morning my BSP results above 5.3..it's supposed below this level. Post breakfast increased..then after lunch suddenly decrease. Every time like this..

On November 11th 2016.
As usually I need to do my review the day after BSP test. Doctor advice me to take insul

Monday 11 January 2016

Appreciated or Hatred

I lost my HP!!
I stop for awhile at the lift landing b2. I kept my phone on the top of dash bin next to the lift, then i forgot to take. Lift open, i enter and then press the lift button to BR. As usual, i will pass my bag to security counter to check by security officer. 
When i step out from the hotel. I check my bag to find my phone but its not in my bag. 
I ran back to hotel..
At the check point i saw Nur & Security officer in a conversation. I ask them..did you see my phone anywhere? They are silent and make don't know, their ignore me.. 
I got chest pain due to tired and panic!!! I am very sad. When I ask for second time after ran too many times, the security officer only laughing on me, he said the phone was there and he said Nur want to see me nervous and panic!
What kind of people they are????? 
I am sad!
I am tired!
I have no money!
How can i go back to home?
I only have rm20 & my rapid card behind my phone casing. That's why i am going crazy if i really lost my phone. I don't care about the phone..but i worried about money and rapid card. I am very upset to them..
I don't know whether to say thank you to Nur or not? I felt thankful but I felt sad..  Huhu.
Luckily i got monorel at 11.40pm.. So, I don't need to take taxi.Alhamdulillah..
In the first time of my life.. There's only me in the train!
12.20 i was arrived at my home..huhu


Monday 15 June 2015

Kun Anta...jihad fisabillah

16/06/15 
Very good day! 
I wish we all be happy to be yourself!
Kun Anta.........

لا لا

!لا نحتاج المال، كي نزداد جمالا، جوهرنا هنا، في القلب تلالا

Alhamdulillah..
This my first time in my life. I am really appreciated.. I will do more extra and more.. i will do my best.. 
Big wonderful career..but its challenge for me to make a lot of work. It's not easy to maintain my attitude..my work..my career..my flexibility...
i want to be more productive than before..
Thank you very much my boss Mr.See Toh..
Thank you very much my HKD team..
Thank you HIKL teams .
Thank you for support me...
I'm going to do more than before..:-)


Sunday 14 June 2015